I don't think I am nuts. I will be making much more than you people at CAL and will have a better quality of life well before you will. That is my point.
A new CAL contract is literally years and years away. I say at least 4 to 5 years.
I will probably be on with Southwest, UPS or FedEx by then.
I'm sure the reason you haven't been hired anywhere is quite simply because you're not very good. Certainly your skills as a pilot are substandard and you can't make the transition to larger aircraft.
Face it, you're just a loser and you're stuck in a dead end job with zero prospects.