I know, I am trying to. It is hard when someone keeps saying something that isn't true or misquotes me or says something again that has already been addressed. I have just been concerned with this fire spreading around to other people by word of mouth who arn't going to be able to hear my defense on here. Because the people who spread things about me that do not know me surely arn't going to also spread my explinations to other people to let them decide for themselve, thus leaving an entire pilot group with a one sided story about what a horrible person I must be when I am not around to defend myself. That is why I dug in so hard and have been countering every punch i have been handed to limit the number of people who go from here to the cockpit with one sided stories. But you are right, I have said enough and I will do my best not to bring it up anymore. I hope I am not put in a position to defend myself anymore. Thank you to those who have understood