Dude, i quit reading this thread at page 2. But do yourself a favor and stay way the hell away from this career. My life has literally fallen apart since i started this sh1t. And i have wanted to do this all my life. By the time you finally realize what you got yourself into, you will have one hell of a desision to make when you figure out that you need to switch careers. You will waste your 20s in a dead career and you will watch your non pilot friends buy houses get married and take vacations. they will tell you how christmas was awsome and you should have been there. but your were working for subminimum wage next to some moron that paid for training in some cookie cutter school, who incidetally is now your captain. Im probably bitter, but im Fu%ing positive that im burned out and tired. You will have 10 guys like me tell you this stuff, and then one moron will chime in with " this careers not so bad, it could be worse, im just glad to be doing what i love." heres some advice, let that moron do it, you take care of yourself and make some money somewhere else.