Finally, a coherent post. Thank you. The card is in the mail because I know without enough votes we can't vote anyone in.
It was a good choice to send in the card and give yourself the option. I know there is no option but to work for KR with a contract and not "at will".
I know that sending in a union card and even voting yes for the union goes against everything that you felt you have worked towards in your career. The feeling deep down that what is happening couldn't really be happening and how is this my only option.
But what about all those feelings of uncertainty, wondering when the next major change from KR is coming, what will be that change, etc......
All the anguish and guilt and uncertainty that you probably feel, it's not because you failed the company, it's because the company failed you and will continue to fail you unless some action is taken.
That relief will come the moment the ballot count is done and the vote is a yes, you don't believe it right now, but it's true. You will wonder if you are making the right choice, who do I trust, who do I belief, what should I do. But all the uncertainty, the doubt, the pressure, it all comes off when that yes vote is announced. And then you know what path you will be headed down and exactly what is expected of you and of the company. No more "I wasn't aware of that, so I don't have to give it you" lies, no more changes on a whim.
It will be a huge relief, you just don't know how much it will be, right now.