Something interesting strikes me about the line of thinking that manifests itself in this post, and in similiar conversations in hangars everywhere. It's most obvious among the higher time and more experienced pilots, so low time pilots take note.
When the dearest and most personal experiences are told, the ones that inflame passion and spark warm feelings, it's not large turbojets and high performace equipment that does it. You'll notice that the reflections that leap to mind are the day a 777 captain speaks of his flying in a J-3, that the F-18 driver remembers his T-34 days, that the Citation X pilot rembers his beech sport...or that ever one remembers his first solo.
So many are climbing the great curtain, clawing for a place in the industry and the chance to "make it" to the "top" (where ever that might be. Let us all know if you happen to find it). In truth, when you get there, you look back and realize that the journey is the thing. The greatest moments have been missed when we looked forward and not back, or didn't stop to realize that right NOW is the greatest moment in the history of the world...and that in five minutes NOW-then will be the greatest moment in the world.
The new pilot looks with wonderlust at the 757 breaking tarmac, or perhaps the Navajo taxiing in from a freight run. If only I could do that, he says. If only I had time in this or that, she says. A year later, he or she does, but is so busy looking to the next fastest, the next biggest, climbing the great curtain, that the value of the moment is lost. Taken for granted, and never appreciated. What a terrible tragedy to pass through a beautiful garden and looking back in retrospect, have no idea how the roses smelled.
For those starting out, or soloing, or instructing, or flying freight, or whatever...right now is the greatest moment in your life. See it for what it is. How many sky gods I've known, gilded in gold and silver epaulets and worshipped by curtain climbing first officers and terminal groupies, who looked at a Cessna 207 taxiing in and said, "that was the best time of my career. I wish I could do that again." So sad. It's a very sorry thing to believe that the best times have already come and gone, for it isn't true; it's self-deceit, and it's having missed the boat and realizing it that one pays the price.
What is the greatest event in your life? The one you choose to see that way. It could be flying to new heights, it could be looking down on a place you soloed from far above. It could be sitting off the end of the runway with your love, watching airplanes go by. Or sitting by yourself contemplating the future and the past in one majestic scroll. It's now. Right now, and savor it for all it's worth, because in thirty seconds it will be gone and you will never get it back.
We all look back and see the beauty of the past, and hopefully we look inside and see the beauty of the moment. Where ever we are, who ever we are, we're all cut from the same mould, and we all have the right to the quiet enjoyment of our own life. Don't overlook the majesty of what you have right now, however humble; savor it such that the memory tomorrow will be warm and sweet, and able to be shared.
Dracos, you are in the right place. Thanks for the thoughts.