I am pretty good at relaxing most of the time, but the brief amount of time it takes to fill out the grievance and have at least a little hope of getting something for the the company's direct contract violation that is potentially costing me losses in my retirement funds. Since my Fidelity account was primarily invested in stock index funds, if the market goes up while in the blackout period, I will most likely end up losing money since those funds were all mapped into a single bond index fund that is much more stable and will have most likely slightly gone down in the event that the overall market is higher. That was definitely not my choice. If the market ends up overall down during the blackout period, I guess I will have made some money that I wouldn't have due to my own investment choices. In that case I guess I won't get anything in the grievance, but if I don't file, I won't be getting anything if my choices were correct in the first place. I guess I must be an idiot for trying to protect MY money.