Update: Basically I am just posting an email that I sent to a person I know from another message board who happens to be a private pilot, and got me interested in finally taking the plunge and getting my private by posting awesome pictures from his flights.
Hey,
Just thought I would give you an update, since you helped me out so much. I took a week off after my last lesson, and just had a lesson today. Going into things I was alittle nervous about not improving, but I told my inner self to STFU. I asked my instructor a couple of questions, then we headed out. I had a good takeoff, and was feeling good. I let him know beforehand that I really needed a lot of slow flight, and that was it, I did not want to move further on, till I got it. We'll for some reason everything clicked today. I did really well in slow speed, consistent speed, turning at slow speed, coming out of slow speed to cruising, all that stuff. I was ON! Everything was going well, and we got into the pattern. We turned into final, and I starting wigging out in my mind. Again I told my inner bitch to STFU and land the **CENSORED****CENSORED****CENSORED****CENSORED** plane. Right at the end he gave me a little rudder nudge to the left, but other than that, I landed the plane(I think...lol). I feel so good right now. I know I will probably hit a wall again in the future, but I am enjoying things for now. I actually feel like I am going to be able to do this. I also learned that I CAN overcome obstacles like my slow flight problem. It's funny, when I turned to final, your advice popped into my head. The part where you said "be a little cocky, consider your instructor insurance. That is what I did, and basicallly said to myself I am going to land this or lawn dart the plane trying, and if the instructor lets it happen...his bad lol.
Thanks a ton again, and if ever get comfortable enough to snap pictures while I am up, I will send them to you.
Doug