ATL2CDG said:
About what do I have to be joyful?
My wife left me taking my daughter over 500 miles away;
I was fired from my job by a labor-hating manager because I refused to kiss his a**;
I am going to have for forclose on my house;
And thus I will have no where to live;
I am going to have to file for bankruptcy;
I am estranged from my mother, father and rest of family;
I have no discernable close friends;
And I am almost out of money.
I see no reason to have 'hope eternal' and sing praises for someone who has seemingly so completely abandoned one of his 'flock' who has left a moral life and always strived to lead a Christ-like life.
To be honest, that's your condition
right now, so no wonder you're bummed out. I would feel the same way with those burdens and no hope.
Most of that stuff is a part of the risk of life. We are born in sin, even the best, most positive person you ever met. If you ask for and accept God's help, He can be a comfort to you. Be advised, though, a life out of control takes time for you to turn around, just like a heavy ship moving at a crawl in the wrong direction.
Your assessment that He has "abandoned you" is incorrect. In fact, without God our lives would be far worse than they are. When you ask Him to help, that help starts coming. Slowly at first, as you build new friendships, gain insights, and conform to His teaching. Easy? No, Worthwhile? Oh, yes.
It doesn't sound like He abandoned you. It sounds like the other way around.
You CAN change that, though. It's up to you to act.
It's a heart thing.