Meds
rumpletumbler,
Don't take me too seriously I know you are in a difficult place right now. My point is that sometimes problems cloud our vision of possibilities. Once you have experienced the joy of controlling an aircraft through natures obstacle course you are forever hooked on those experiences. It is with you for the rest of your life. Should you one day be denied that privilege is a sad day because you know what you are missing. But be sure we all here share those experiences and are with you regardless of the problems you are facing.
Most aviators share your feeling about ultra lights and homebuilt. They are mosquito's in league with eagles. But I equate them with motorcycles and the market for these light weights is growing. It is a new era in aviation much like the first bi-planes.
Even when a person is restricted medically there is still a way to be active in aviation. We all have dreams that motivate us. Few get to have all their dreams come true.
I read on the forum people complaining about all sorts of problems; I didn't get the school I wanted, I ran out of money, my spouse doesn't want me to fly, I'm sick, I'm tired, I'm lonely, people at work don't treat me nice, I don't get payed enough, the customers are rude, on and on and on. All this detracts from seeing what is available and enjoyable if only they could change their perspective just a little bit.
Those who seek status will be satisfied only for a short period of time. Status changes with the wind and the morning news paper. If you enjoy flying you can, at least, ride the changing winds.
All the best, my friend.