Hey guys and gals.  I am a mesa new hire who never made it through ground school.  I have been keeping up with the boards etc. and I have become concerned about the possibility of being called up for Freedom.  Here is the cruxt of the problem I never made it completely through ground school so I have no seniority #, have no union protection and I am technically not even a member of ALPA.  I am just by the grace of the company being kept on a call back list (probably not worth the paper it is written on).  I also (in todays market) dont really have the hours to go many other places so I am afraid that if I refuse to fly for freedom, mesa is going to let me go.  In addition, if I take a position I dont want to be screwed for the rest of my short career.  Either choice is a bummer so I'm looking for some good advice or words of wisdom.  If your going to flame me dont bother I am looking for serious advice.  Private message me if you have to...  Thanks for any help I can get.