You sound like a victim--of life? Are you the same ****************************** bag in high school with the big black framed glasses, wearing a slide rule on your belt, that sat in the corner and picked his nose? Do you always try to find delusional excuses for your own mistakes, inadequacies, and inability to participate in normal social activities? Did you prefer dissecting frogs and other small pickled animals, or dating females? Your observations are not in touch with the realities! Go back to your lower level managment cubicle and polish your nameplate! You and your weak attacks matter to know one as your out of touch conspiracy theories are shallow, if any depth at all!