OK, Well with 1 Flight in October and not even 1 ferry flight December it's been a total killer. I barely made my house payment this month so far no flights and 1 refund on a trip to India . Some low life CFI did it for expenses only. I Have enough equity if I sold my house cheap for quick sale (listed today) $220K to find some little sh!t hole some place in the Midwest that I can cash out and maybe get my instructor certificate and buy 3 or 4 more 150's in addition to the one I own or a reasonable multi and complete my single pilot 135 paperwork.
I already had my days of eating out of trash cans and sleeping on the streets not fun and I don't want my son to even have a small taste of that life! The last 11 years was a great run then the electronics industory took a shift, I got old, Industry went to off shore countries and well you know Sh!t happens! it's life? Murphy lives with me
Thanks for all for the great help, encouragement, job referrals, and advice everyone has given best $10.00 I have ever spent. I gave it an honest go and all in all it was a simi success but in reality will not be able to sustain my family for another year let alone the next 2 months. I figure if I get maybe 1 or 2 flights this month I will last another month if not Phones, Internet, & Electric are gone then I am gone!!!!
But if it's to be it up to me!! Right? At least I gave it all I got. I made it 1.5 years in an aviation business time really dose fly!
This may be the end if it is it was worth every waking moment in experience and learning a new industory! Hell I been places I dreamed of going and done things that few would dare!
It's Not Over Yet! I will recover!
SLR!