Sounds like you have a good attitude. Your attitude will get you a job once you have an interview and your attitude about the accident can even impress the interviewer to the point that it becomes a positive thing. The accident will most likely be one of the first things talked about in an interview and will be a great ice-breaker. You might write an article or give a lecture just to be able to show how important it is to you to spread what you learned to other pilots. Keep trucking.