bobby said:
You may be better advised to set a goal of getting a good corporate or freight job. If you're hell-bent on airline flying, your best goal might be a seat at a good regional. Finally, military flying is an excellent and extremely honorable goal.
Good point. Recently, I sat down and had a little conversation with myself (not out loud, that would have just been silly.) I reckoned that the reasons that I started flying and the reasons that I stuck with flying are completely different. For example, I am certainly getting a charge out of flight instructing, but a charge that I did not expect. I thought it would be the coolest thing ever to be around airplanes everyday, and to finally get paid to go flying, and to finally have my "office" located at an airport. All that stuff is good, but what I find the most fulfilling is to see my students finally "get it." And that's what keeps me coming back. But the point is that I didn't anticipate getting such a rush out of it.
Another example: When I first started my instrument training, I loved it because I thought talking to ATC made me feel like an airline pilot. But now I love instrument flying for the sheer challenge of doing it; instrument flying is great of its own accord and talking to ATC is just part of that. When I first started training, I had no interest in gliders, taildraggers, or aerobatics. Now I can't leave that stuff alone! When I first started training, I loved flying because I was doing something that would bring me closer to my airline goal. Now I love flying because it is my craft--I love the act of flying, and I love helping others to see it as a craft, not just a means to an end.
Anyway, I hope this is a sign that I am maturing as an aviator. And who knows, my motives for continuing to fly may change yet again. I have no reason to suspect that the same phenomena will not occur in my future flying. In fact, I hope I can ferret out a
good corporate job in the future, because I think that I'd like the hands-on nature of it (seriously I have no qualms with pulling my own airplane out of a hangar--it helps me feel like I'm actually working for a change), and hopefully I could be around the family a bit more. All those dreams of strutting around the terminal and making rediculous amounts of money don't really seem to matter much any more. I never dreamed of a corporate job when I was younger, but I think that was simply because I was lead to believe that the only option for an aviation career was with a major airline. Now older and wiser, I see that is not the case.
-Goose