I will try and stick to the facts...
It's been 6 weeks since my last flight. I have 10 hours. I stopped because of money. Let's face it though - I could have found the money if I wanted too.
I stopped b/c flying brought me too much anxiety. Anxiety caused tunnelvision, I could only do one thing at a time. And I didn't feel as safe as I felt I should have been.
I can fly as a passenger in anything thing - even on commercial flights my face is glued to the window, always looks to the wing to see when flaps are retracted or extended, listening for the gear to come up or down. Heck, sometimes I get funny looks b/c I mumble speed callouts on t/o.
I flew as a pax on a 172 while my CFI was giving an IFR lesson up front. It's a day I would never fly in as a pilot. Even looking down the road a ways I would probly avoid it. Ceilings were between 800-2000 agl - but I was still glued to the window looking for breaks trying to figure out where we were.
I have very little (none) anxiety as a pax. Aren't people more comfortable when THEY have the controls as opposed to someone else?
It makes no difference to me when I get my PPL - I am in no rush. And with the little experience I have, I realize it may be some time where I even want to fly by myself, let alone with no-experience pax.
So my latest thoughts are this: What can't I just take a CFI with me and just go wherever? Without "training", until I get more comfortable in the a/c. Will a CFI do this? Does some 25nm restriction take effect? To me whats an extra $45/hour if I am already spending $115/hr for the a/c? Meaning who cares if I have 150 hours before I get my PPL.
To me flying is fun training is not. And I know I have to do it. I want to be able to handle any situation.
A normal therapist would charge me $50 for this session.
It's been 6 weeks since my last flight. I have 10 hours. I stopped because of money. Let's face it though - I could have found the money if I wanted too.
I stopped b/c flying brought me too much anxiety. Anxiety caused tunnelvision, I could only do one thing at a time. And I didn't feel as safe as I felt I should have been.
I can fly as a passenger in anything thing - even on commercial flights my face is glued to the window, always looks to the wing to see when flaps are retracted or extended, listening for the gear to come up or down. Heck, sometimes I get funny looks b/c I mumble speed callouts on t/o.
I flew as a pax on a 172 while my CFI was giving an IFR lesson up front. It's a day I would never fly in as a pilot. Even looking down the road a ways I would probly avoid it. Ceilings were between 800-2000 agl - but I was still glued to the window looking for breaks trying to figure out where we were.
I have very little (none) anxiety as a pax. Aren't people more comfortable when THEY have the controls as opposed to someone else?
It makes no difference to me when I get my PPL - I am in no rush. And with the little experience I have, I realize it may be some time where I even want to fly by myself, let alone with no-experience pax.
So my latest thoughts are this: What can't I just take a CFI with me and just go wherever? Without "training", until I get more comfortable in the a/c. Will a CFI do this? Does some 25nm restriction take effect? To me whats an extra $45/hour if I am already spending $115/hr for the a/c? Meaning who cares if I have 150 hours before I get my PPL.
To me flying is fun training is not. And I know I have to do it. I want to be able to handle any situation.
A normal therapist would charge me $50 for this session.