Some things are out of your control. Your flying days have just begun and are certainly not over. As long as you use it as a positive learning experience at a future job.... I think you will be just fine. Look at the Capt back in the day at NWA who got caught drunk on the job (the first of many examples of his kind). Many don't know but down the road he ended up getting his job back and retired with them. No worries mate. Continue to slip the surlies..........